You’ll never see this. But I miss you so much. I think of you every moment, and it kills me, but I have no regrets about the time we spent together. I can’t say that for anyone else but you, honestly. I can’t throw on a fake smile for company, and I even told a perfect stranger in a store that I missed you.
I try not to sleep for as long as possible because I’m scared to dream, but I always fall asleep, and every time I dream about you. You’ve probably already mastered a way never to think about me again,
Like I said, I think about you every day. But how can’t I? Cheetos, food in general, Subway commercials, our picture, Sharkie, Spongebob, Boondock Saints being available on Netflix, The Big Bang Theory, our songs, cute animals, couples everywhere, Steam, Facebook, Dailyboother, mutual friends, everything in my life revolved around you. There’s no point in changing what I can, because you’ll be there anyways, and I don’t want to forget you. It’s not in my nature.
I guess my nature kind of sucks, though.
There’s no point to this, it’s not even therapeutic. I’m just wishing at this point that some magical internet fairy will bring you back.
I severely doubt you care, but if anyone misses my presence, then throw me a message and I’ll give you a link to my personal blog away from this sad mess.
I won’t just post it because i dont want it to be floating out there.
If you dont care enough to mess with it and just wonder if I’m still alive then here’s a small update-
I’m lost, and I havent had it in me to continue my pursuit of art much at all lately. Don’t worry though, the blog’s a lot nicer than that.
I guess I just have a habit of holding on to the past. Especially when i have so many thoughts and feelings in me, that i never had the courage to let out, i always wonder how it would have turned out if i did. or how it wouldve turned out if i just kept more thoughts and feelings inside.
If you don’t get this reference, you’re too young for tumblr.
are you fucking kidding me pixar puts out a movie ever year a baby would get this reference
it’s not pixar it’s a reference to that time in 1994 when lamps became sentient humanoids
many were lost that day
It was a grim day for mankind. My parents took refuge in a cave and thus saved us from certain death; we lived close to a lamp factory at the time and the surrounding region was utterly devastated in the conflict.
My brother fought one off using only an egg whisk and a pogo stick.
Only 90s kids remember the Lampocalypse
My father still has the scars from where one stole his kidney
I don’t know why you won’t speak to me anymore, but whatever it was I’m sorry. I would fix it if I could. Maybe I just changed, or maybe you did. Everything changes, but it always stays the same in a way. I hope you know I’m around if you ever need me.